Take the life easy!

It was 2-3 day that I have paused most of my activities,exactly like a runner that brakes in his maximum speed and wants to think where is he going?where is his endline & what's the pleasure of reaching it?
working and studying a lot,a little sleep time,having stress of delaying in my programs,occuring the out of box! events &...
I was thinking about my life in these days-this much struggling and finally what?! -

I opened my dreams box again
[This box is another of God's donations to us wich supports our strives,a mysterious box full with hope light;you know; when I'm exhausted and disappointed,three steps can quiet me:
1-crying out! but JUST in one special private place:God's arms
2-thinking on my problem in a logical manner
3-thinking about this box
What do you do when you're exhausted?]
I was thinking that the life has two parts:
-roots & branches
The branches are more than roots(in hours) and in fact they're amusments!that we find to not be unemployed.These branches are inevitable and necessary.
Lectures,jobs,learnings &...are branches and most of us (just like me)are so much drowned in this part that we send the life root to borders or even bury it!
And what are the life roots & principles?I think the times that one spend to enjoy the life or the times that one should spend to know about his situation in the world,how should he be with himself and what's his duty at least in front of himself...& THINKING at all.

I close my eyes and think about my dreams:
1-I wish one day I get disburdened,I catch my aim and become a liberated God's servant;to be such a person that Lord wants to see me;because since I'd know Him,nothing can gratify me but His slavery.
2-Finding Sir Jesus & serving Him.
3-Going to GRAND CANYON and looking at the sunrise there (in memory of the lovely movie:PAULIE)
4-Flying with my own hiden wings in the limitless.
5-....
6-..
7.
I realized that accepting the wishes is possible when the life branches attach to the roots,& maybe I am cleft because the principles were miss in my life,recently.
Ok,I found my problem and it's solution;I should start again.

God bless

my previous post's answers:
1-if there was another tangerine,the total number was divisible with 1,2,...,10 & the smallest number that is divisible with all these is:2520
answer:2520-1=2519

2-The magic eye picture is a heart.

Today's Quote:"please pause a moment .........you can't never give back the past moment!!even in lieu of the world's price...the life is a collection of moments that spend in anyway,but in wich way?!"